been having mood swings these past few days
thought about it
and i want to apologise
and thank those people who have been with me (:

cheryl
you're the greatest big sister i ever had!
always standing by me
and always being there during my darkest times
to cheer me up
regardless of your troubles and all
you had always lent me a listening ear
gave me advices
i know sometimes i really piss you off
but thanks for always putting up with me
and being with me
you're my lesbian partner,
but im not your sex toy (:

felicia
thanks for being my confidante for the past 3 years or so
it really helped me a lot
having someone to be there for me
and analysing my problems with me
you have always helped
but i have never been able to help you
i admit, there was a period of time
when i was extremely pissed off with you
in which, im sorry
because you were having really serious mood swings
and i got angry because i cant help you
but im glad we're back to normal
thanks for being there listening to gingerish complains (:

karen
crap partner! hahahas
you're always trying to help me solve my problems
thanks for putting up with my mood swings
and thanks for being my seating partner for two years!
your 'high' mode can make me forget my worries!
thanks for helping me out with your 'brother' 's stuffs
i love you! (:

shiuanshiuan
YOU! always having pms, just like me
but you always put up this mask of yours,
just to cheer the people around you up
i want to thank you for being there for me
even though you're pissed off with people
talk to me more
i dont want to be cut off from you
i want the super zi high fucker lew to be back (:

darren
smartypants!
we've known each other since secondary two
it's kind of funny how we met
but thanks for being my number one brother!
we went through quite a lot of things eh?
one which almost broke our friendship
but we're still here for each other even until now
you have always put up with my wilful temper
and always let me have my way
you're mostly the first one to notice if im upset or not
you always have this special way of cheering me up
im sorry i cannot be there for you always
and im sorry for not knowing what happened to you
but i want you to know that
i care
and i do not want you to close yourself up
im always a call away
thanks for sharing memories with me (:

sperm
firstly, i want to apologise
for abusing you whenever im upset
thanks for being a mechanism for me to vent my anger
im sorry i walked out on you
but you have never walked out on me
you were always there
and always listening to my most horrendous requests
thanks for doing things to please me
im happy that you trust me
always telling me your troubles
but i didnt really help you much
instead, you are the one cheering me up in the end
but i promise,
i'll be there for you
afterall, you're my spermish brother (:

poledancer
actually, i dont even know why i put you in the list
just wanted to thank you,
i guess
always talking to me,
chasing away my boredom
but,
i seriously miss the days before all these things started
we rarely talk now
like, we have become hi-bye friends
i dont want this to happen
still, thanks for trying to cheer me up sometimes
poledancer's the best (: